1 month passed jus like that...now im back in indo alredi...evrything was jus so quick...Im kinda bored here...reali dunno wat to do...whole day doin nothing, playing piano, watching tv, get on the net at nite...that's my daily routine...Sometimes i reali hope that sch reopens soon...i love hols but not too long...act i hate having exam, i nvr hate goin to sch coz i wont be alone and wont feel bored at all coz i haf my frens ard me...last mth i was back in spore and met all my frens...so happy that i could spent time wif them though not much bt still, i enjoy evry moment wif them...how i wish i could turn back time to sec life...i wanna change bt nw its too late alredi... I cut my finger again...and broke my flash drive' glass cover...hopefully its nt a kinda bad sign...nt wanting to be superstitious bt jus scared sumthing bad might happened...Past few nites cant reali sleep well...i dunno wat im thinking and wat i want...i jus so confused...mebbe i've made a big mistakes...sumtimes i reckon i kinda weird and scared of this and that...and coz of that i always made mistakes which i regretted most of the time...i always spouted out all kinda rubbish when im sad, angry and give a strong character...but i always ended up hurting myself n cry over evry lil' thing...i always wanna act happy, cheerful so that i wont feel sad n so, i wont cry out...Sometimes i feel lk telling someone how i feel or to be my listening ear bt i've got no one to turn to...i cn nvr share this kinda prob wif my family, not even my sista coz im scared they might tell my parents though i tink they won't...sometimes i feel lk telling my close frens bt im also scared that i'll bother them wif my probs...i tink i betta keep to myself still...all i evr wanted is to be happy lk othrs...sumtimes i reali hate teenagers life...its lk the stage in life where u've gt lotsa probs and gotta be stong enuff to overcome it...all the winding path ahead...well well...i;ve seen wat has to be seen, my prayer has finally came true...i'll forget abt all those unhapiness in the past... haha i tink this is kinda lk my diary where i can write almost evrything abt how i feel though not in detailed...i reckon its kinda safer than a book diary as no one can read this coz i dun tink ppl might get to my website that easily and dun tink ppl would bother to read my crap as well...well, kinda alittle relieve after writing it out...gonna sleep soon...

Long time din update my blog thingy again...getting very lazy and yet busy with assignments...im down with slight fever again...feel reali jaded...i jus wanna be happy and trouble free...i reali hope i could reali reali forget about the invisible liar and get on with life...i jus wanna be happy happy and happy...hope next yr when i cum back, it would reali be a new year for me to start again... 

Y time passes so quickly? I still on holiday mood and exams are around the corner alredi...Last monday after school i went out wif me fren to buy bday present and then i went wif her and her sis to see doc...then had duck rice for dinner...it was so yummy...
Yest i had the longest food prac...4hrs and after that evryone was so jaded...Then me and my fren went to haf cake and iced coffee...Yummy2...then i was invited to her hse for dinner...In the afternoon...we celebrated our fren's bday and gave her a surprise which was almost ruined...Then we had lunch together after cutting the cake, sang bday song and evrything...At nite after dinner, another fren joined in and we had fun together learning chinese til reali late...
This mrng, i woke up early and my fren accompanied me to collect my fone...It was so hard to find and we almost get lost...kept asking ppl for the wat to get there...In the end we finally got there after walking a big round...its actually pretty close to the station but we started walking the opp direction when we reached...guess wat...they couldnt find my fone...ended up i went there to get nothing in return...anyway, they gonna contact me again and hope they wld deliver it to my hse...then after that we had yum cha for lunch...then we went to library to borrow books to write our reports...Then i went back home...but then, we meet again at nite and went to library to do our nutrition assignment and then at 9+ we went to num loong to haf dinner...im reali full nw...
Haiz...tmr i gotta work again and i've got no mood to work...sian...i hate exams!!!

Yest me and my frens we all planning to do out assignment...but my fren ended up asking me to go out shopping wif her...but when i went out to meet her, her manager called her for work...i ended up shopping alone...i bought a top and a cute2 skirt...but nw i mus go on diet le...i find myself getting fatter haiz...i mus cut down on junk foods esp chips and chocolate...its reali so fattening and yet i love them most...then i waited for her till she finished work at9 then we went out together to haf dinner at ITO...then we went to her hse til 2+ after cleaning her comp...

Today is fri alredi and my holiday soon comes to an end...I havent reali enjoyed myself...Exams coming soon at the end of the month...i mus start revising my work and stop playing nw...Yest i gave away my shift to my fren and went to port melbourne wif my uni frens...We had dim sum in the city for lunch then went to port melbourne and walk on the beach...it was fun but the wind was so strong and chilling...then as we walked, we chatted and joke around...haha...we had fish and chips for dinner before heading back home...today i gotta do my assignment and no moe fun for me...(-_-')
mashimaro...u r torturing me this way...stop ringing and msging me if u wont ever appear!

Past few days i went out almost everyday...Yest i went to haf lunch at yoyogi wif my fren then had bubble tea after lunch as we walked to smith st...hehe its pretty far and it was showering then...then we took tram back and went to my fren's hse and then we went to catch shark's tale cartoon at crown...then we walked back to city and it was still showering...and had dinner at dessert hse...our favourite place...but then it was closing and we had to eat reali fast...haiz...but it was a great day though...

Today i woke up at 12 noon...haha...as usual...lately tend to chat wif my fren talk and talk till morning...then i went out to haf lunch at max brenner then went to meet snoopy and accomany her while she got her break then after that me and my fren went to walk ard city till telstra dome and MCG its reali a far far walk but haf fun walking and exploring hehe...then back to city and haf indian roll and bubble tea...then meet my snoopy fren...then we went to starbucks together and haf drink again...oh no...i reali ate alot this week...
Why mashimaro always appear when i reali try to give him up...im very xinku...i noe no one cluld ever help me but myself...im very tired...i need but hate mashimaro...